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- My Fork In The Road (Your Knife In My Back)

Wow. It's been about 3 months since I've updated this thing. Well, let me get everyone caught up.

School is going good. My grades aren't really up to par but they never really are. I wish I could just get into school, but I feel like I'm ready for summer!!

I'm dating a wonderful guy! His name is Jeff and I love him with all of my heart! We have been dating 1 month/1week/3 days..lol..It will be 2 months on May 11th.  He is so good to me and everything I've wanted in a boyfriend!

I am going to 2 concerts (so far) this summer. Both of them with my wonderful boyfriend. I am going to see Nine Inch Nails with Jeff and his friends on June 30th and my mom, katy, sara, daniel, jeff, and I are going to Panic! At The Disco on July 18th!! Actually, Katy just got tickets today for that one. It is going to be so much fun! I am going to have such a fun summer!

After class today, Katy and I are probably going to go pay the car payment/insurance..then I am taking a shower and sleeping until Jeff gets to my house to visit my before I have to go to work. Yea, more than likely there will be work for me tonight (630-10). All the girls are going to the Rusty Spur tonight, I hope I can go.

Well, I have to go to my Accounting II class right now. I'm taking a quiz that I know I am going to fail. O'well. Life goes on. Maybe I will update some more later if I'm not sleeping.

<3 Jenny <3

Things are good here.

Just a random thought here: Doesn't it suck when you know you had something and you want it back so very bad, but you know that all it will (probably) bring is heartache and you don't want that, but you still want that person to hold you and make you feel important and beautiful? Sometimes we don't get things we want in life, but it sucks to know that you feel so strongly about something/someone and they more than likely have no feelings for you. But it also lives in your mind that it could happen again b/c it happened before.  Ahhhh, he fills me head with memories but all I am to him is nothing.

Anyways, I have been feeling really pretty lately and..that is good for me.

Nothing going on cept for school and work. Oh, and...STEELERS ARE GOING TO THE SUPER BOWL!!!! Ummmm....YEA! haha

And..Katy, Nick, and I are going to the Fall Out Boy concert in Pittsburgh on April 22!!! Just the three of us!! ROAD TRIP !!

School is filling my whole life right now. Every night is reading and studying. I don't care, though. I told myself I was going to make Deans list, and college doesn't get any easier as it goes on. I am starting to the semester on the right foot, though.  It's time for me to grown up and get some priorities and that I am doing. And..it feels good to make my parents proud after the mess that was last semester. There hasn't been a test yet, so we will see what happens..

going to go eat some egg salad that my mom made us for lunch.

<3 Jenny

Lalalalalalalal...bored...as WHAT!

I'm just sitting here watching Gilmore Girls. 

Today was good. I went and worked out this morning. I had tanning at 1 and I have been home the rest of the day. Dad is taking my sisters and I out to dinner tonight around 6. Nothing much going on. I will update when something happens.

<3 Jenny

Soooooo....

The day is going good. I woke up to my alarm on my phone this morning @ 7:45. I had some breakfast then Sara, Katy, and I went up to Target because Sara had to get something and I wanted to be at the gym by 10:00.  After we went to Target, we went and worked out. I came home and ate lunch then went over to the tanning bed. I fell asleep in the tanning bed. When I got home I took a shower and got ready to take my sisters to work. I took them to work around 3:00. Now I am on here bullshitting around.

I am waiting for my mom to get home.  She is supposed to make me dinner before I go to work. Yep, I have to work tonight @ TVC..545-10ish. It shouldn't be too bad, it's a Tuesday night.

I'm going to go lie down until my mom gets home.

<3 Jenny

And...How are you!?!

I don't know why but I am a happy happy girl.  I got through my first week of working out and I worked out the 4 days that I wanted to.  I am so proud of myself.  My first whole week of diet/exercise starts tomorrow and I can't wait to get started.  My week should be very distracting for me.  I honestly can't wait for school to start again so I can be distracted from food.   

I have tanning bed appointments all week until Friday. I plan on working out Tuesday, Thursday, Saturday, and Sunday. I work Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday, and Saturday, so things should be good.

Back to today.  Katy and I had a fun day, like we always do.  We went up to the Hollywood Theatre at 11:00 to watch Hostel (yes, hmmhmm, again. ) and we ended up going clear to Mt.Morris because Katy missed the exit. But! in all fairness to her, it wasn't her fault.  It was the car in front of us that made Katy go in the left lane right before out exit. We had fun, though.  The movie was better the second time! Although, it kicked ass the first time. When we got back home we changed and went up to the gym.  I worked my ass off there.  I did a bunch of cardio and did some machines then when I got home I did 250 crunches.  After the gym, we returned home.

My mom made yummy vegetable soup and salad and bread for dinner and we all sat down around the table at 5:30 to eat dinner.  After dinner, I had to go to work. I only worked for an hour, which was cool.  I would have liked to stayed because of my friends, but it was nice to stay home and relax. 

So, we are definately trying to find ways to save money on books this semester.  Book prices are through the roof! I figured up that if I have to purchase all my books new, then it will cost me $508! That is ridiculous. Most definatley.  We are thinking Amazon, Barnes and Noble, or other websites that sale used textbooks.

My money from school should be coming anytime from tomorrow through Saturday. I am paying off a few bills, more than likely getting a new phone, and going to the mall. I hardly ever have money to spend on just me, so I am doing it.

I think that is all for this evening. I have to get up early for tanning so..until next time!

<3 Jenny